Train Wreck / Growing Up?

Train
I'm going to say straight up I am not the same person I was in 2005. The Fernando that i know and love remains in the 05 and 06 years, but this new Fernando, I don't know if I like him. He complains about his life constantly. Wishes he would've been dealt a better hand of cards. Enough of the third person. What I'm trying to say is I hate what I've become. I gripe and groan about my current life more than i should. I put things off till the last minute. I am no longer the super positive dude i once was. I have periodically hated my self and my friends. Fluctuating personality. I swear I'm becoming anti-Fern. But, some of my original traits are still here. I can't turn down genuine fun. I love to play games with friends. I love all the music i have/ currently listen to.

Grow
One positive thing that i have gotten out of all the negative changes is a broader more "adult" like outlook on how people interact with each other. When someone tells you, "you need to grow up" they usually are telling you in the sense that the things you like are past your age. I say FUCK YOU to that. but besides that what I've found to be "growing up" is to put aside your preferences for the sake of others. selflessness, to a certain extent. Nothing is better in the world to me now than just a simple "Hello!" from an old friend or seeing people I've had great memories with. That to me is the difference between a train wreck and a growing relationship, which are hard to come by these days.

I'm a pussy. Life is gonna Fuck me.

But there is hope. and I may have experienced one of those signs today that shows me someone is rootin' for me.

Inaugural Post

My fellow readers, a new day has dawned upon us. A day and age where any scruff ass chum can hop on the internet, start a blog, and just blab his or her mouth off and calling it journalism. Well you know what i say to that? Meh. Fucking MEH. My problem with it is that "traditional" journalism has been around for five thousand and a bajillion years already. There is no need to continue somebody else's tradtions and standards if you are just going to do it half-assed. If your gonna do journalism right then do it and call it so. If not, however call it something else!

The answer to that my friends is what im doing here. Im just sending out my opinion. That is all. No Psuedo Journalism here folks, just you, me, and all my thoughts and shit you don't really care about. So here you go Junkyard Temps. Get your dirt and unimportant updates on the Chronicles of Fernandope. See you next time.

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